Two
Honey–
I am trying
to keep
my cool,
but you
are making
it very hard
not to blush.
Around every
corner of
every day–
you make me grin.
I’ve said it
(to myself,
again,) I say it
every time:
I know it,
I’m in trouble.
But I just
think
that you
might be, too.
For I am
there,
you seem to be,
too.
As if we
were lovers
in another
life or life to be, too.
You hold
my face
when you
kiss me.
Big, sloppy,
kisses.
I say it
every time:
No one would
believe you
if you told
them how
we kiss
because it is
unexpected of
me —
the slobbery
wetness of
our kisses,
teeth
clashing as we
laugh.
No one would
believe you,
but here
is your testament
to keep,
forever;
you,
holding my
face..too
dangerously
close to
my heart
for being
so far
away anywhere
but here,
in this
moment,
me wrapped
in your arms.
I say it
every time:
You are
temporary
in this
space
I call
my body.
I allow them
past the walls
because they ask.
Only to see them
clawing their way
back up
when the door
is wide open
if they just
had the audacity to
go the
way they came.
I say it
every time:
I am not here
to be your keeper,
nor are you
mine;
I just thought
it would be nice,
to rest together,
as two—
company. If we could
hold each other
for a bit,
and forget
that the door
is just as open
for you to arrive
as it is for you to leave.
I say it
every time,
and I’ll say it
next time, too.