singed.
Cowboys
are just people
living in nostalgia,
longing for the days
when they loved the
sun without remembering
that it could burn them;
when the sun seemingly loved them back.
when their innocence was
new
and they
roamed without knowing
what could befall them.
Cowboys
are just people
who move forward
in slow motion,
taking two steps forward
and looking back,
made of the salt of the Earth.
Maybe this is why
I have loved so many
of them,
because Poets and Cowboys
look up at the blue sky
and remember the sun
can scorch
them.
Maybe this is
why
I always look for
burns and Cowboys
and the
sun.
Cowboys must be descended
from the people turned to salt
in The bible.
Sodom.
Gomorrah. Nostalgia,
is their downfall and their end
but they just have to look back.
This sense of innocence
of a tragic
past; forgiveness, escape,
sacrifice for love.
Just one more look.
But there is no escape
in dissolving,
there is no love
in disintegrating.
Though love disappears
quite frequently–
ask any
Cowboy.
And then there’s
me,
somewhere between
all these cowboys
and the sunsets
that everyone else sees.
Not quite living looking back,
not quite headed for the
horizon; just enjoying
the rush of the breeze,
and the passing of
the trees
as we ride along. I often wonder why
people aren’t
looking around,
this journey has been long.
I often
wonder why people aren’t
paying attention to now,
instead of the horizon
which has never
moved from the distance
no matter how far
forward we march.
Maybe there are some people that just need
to look somewhere else,
maybe some people live in fear of dissolving
into a calcium chloride cloud,
clearing the horizon
and ceasing to be seen again.
Here is to the Cowboys
who do not care if they dissolve
into nothing, so long
as they get to look the direction
they aren’t
going, to remember
having never been
burned.